I was mending my broken heart having lost my second cherished doberman, Loki a few months prior and I got this call. Some nice woman from HMDD told me about these 2 puppies that needed a home. A few associated rescue people knew of my recent loss, knew I would provide a good loving home. I politely said with certainty “no thank you, I’m not ready yet and HECK NO to a puppy.”
I received this puppy picture and others, a few more calls and I started to feel connected to this little stinker so off I went to Ohio. OMG he was cute at 4 months old melted my heart on the spot.
Puppy life hit me in the face as I drove home. I knew from joyful memories of my first Dobe Lexa, puppy life requires more focus. Koda was a sweet fast growing maniac. He chewed everything, remotes, shoes, pillows, vacuum chords, legs of ottomans. He ran full speed and dived in to my body, sometimes barking a bit borderline dominant to demand his way during play.
I spent every free minute trying to train. Hired 3 trainers the 3rd being a retired police dog trainer. He was my one. He came over several times helping me. Koda was doing well yet still a challenge. There was a deep loving bond happening through the challenging work of training and watching him rough up my house. At 18 months he started to settle down. The rest is our history.
I spent so much time with him. Walks everywhere. He was a champion in any store I’d take him in. He had the entire back of SUV padded with comfy layers depending on the weather just for him. He LOVED people, expected at least a hello from all humans. His fawn color got him a bit extra attention from all unfamiliar with the fawn doberman. My work allowed him to be with me always.
Koda had a few medical issues that didn’t fit his breed, age, gender: Addison’s. He got his percortin shots every 28 days for 5 years, it didn’t effect his quality of life one bit. He was a happy super loving dog for the rest of his life until he was diagnosed with a spleen mass in May 2021. He was on borrowed time but still gave me 8 months more of his amazingly self.
I knew in the background of the joyful life we had the end could happen with the rupture fast. My vet prepared me for possible scenarios to avoid chaos and any suffering for him when it ruptured. I knew the words but still wasn’t prepared to be without him.
His last day was good he was happy, busy, enjoying his snacks, three small winter walks. Awoke from his eve nap 11 pm and didn’t look right. I knew as his gums were grey it was time asap. He was 90 pounds as I gently coaxed him to jump in the car, he couldn’t as he was so weak. I tried to lift him. I dialed my neighbor to come help as Koda looked at me mustard up all the strength he could and jumped in barely clearing the edge. When you are so closely bonded with these dogs you know why they reach deep down through their discomfort to do what you need or want them to do. He did that last jump for me. I let him go calmly, peacefully, holding his head telling him thank you, I love you, good boy. I have no regrets , not one single day. I miss you.
Love, Kodabadoda’s mom